"Bear in mind you have a life to live. There is an incredible loss. There is a profound grief. And there is, in the end, after a long time and more work than you ever thought possible, a time when it gets easier." -Marya Hornbacher

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

I'm back

I've just kinda and I guess still have a major hurdle to jump through. But Amy said that I was becoming more like myself today. That's a good sign. I'm trying. It's hard as hell but I'm trying. Started a DBT skills group... uhm-- I actually like it- shhh lol

I'm sorry to all my friends & bloggers that I've just been totally MIA on-- my head has just been screwed on wrong lately- but I'm getting to feel a bit better.  Feeling better video link

but a hard thing- fighting the bpd behaviors along with the anxiety and distress I've been having has really screwed with my appetite- as in- I have none and that is sooooo triggering for my ED. boo.

xoxo -Lisa
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5 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 1, 2011 at 4:40 PM

    I'm encouraged by your video. Keep it up. Keep fighting!

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 1, 2011 at 7:00 PM

    You're a crazywonderful person.

    I can't wait until you're all Lisa again! And that doesn't mean no craziness... cause the good crazy is what makes you you, and I do NOT want that taken out of it. It is just the negative crazies, that take over the Lisa, instead of making up the Lisa. You're already a blast (when you're in a good mood ;) ) So if you keep on on this up and up, I can't wait to see how amazing you'll be!

    Love you! I'm determined to somehow see you soon!
    Cort

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  3. HaleyFebruary 1, 2011 at 9:09 PM

    I'm sorry you're stressed. Just remember that food is not your enemy. And you need to fuel your body even if you don't feel like it :/
    You're strong; you can do this :)

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  4. AnonymousFebruary 1, 2011 at 9:51 PM

    I'm glad you're feeling a bit better and that you like your DBT group. I missed you while you were gone!

    Wishing you well,
    NOS

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  5. AnonymousFebruary 2, 2011 at 8:39 AM

    Always good to hear from you. I hope you continue to feel better and better. Oh and I am so excited you have started a DBT group. Good for you Lisa.

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