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Sunday, July 24, 2011

Gone for a while...I'm back

Hey guys,
   Sorry I've been gone for a while. I've just had a lot on my mind. It's just some stuff I didn't want to really write out in the open. I'm still contemplating writing about it. But food wise- I'm doing A LOT better.
   I had 2 slices of a small pizza yesterday AND two long islands ( drink ). CALORIES but yano what? I didn't care. I was enjoying my time. My ED has been doing lots better. But with EMOTIONS- WTF.
   All I want to do is RUN. RUN EVERYTHING AWAY. I used to do that. Anytime things get kinda rocky with my personally that doesn't involve my ED- I used to bust out like 8 miles.

  My tailbone is fractured- I CAN'T RUN- I'm going insane. I NEED TO RUN.

the end ( for now )

thanks for all your awesome support btw :) I really appreciate it


xoxo -Lisa
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6 comments:

  1. Nic July 24, 2011 at 4:27 PM

    Feel better soon Lisa. And brilliant news on the ED front. Proud of you xxx P

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  2. LilyJuly 24, 2011 at 6:09 PM

    Owwww! Fractured anything does not sound like fun, but your tailbone?! :( take care of yourself physically first and emotions will follow.

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  3. AnonymousJuly 25, 2011 at 8:07 PM

    Way to go on the eating, Lisa! I'm so glad you had a good time with your friends and didn't let food ruin things for you.

    Fractured tailbone? Ouch! Feel better, darling.

    Wishing you well,
    NOS

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  4. Borderline LilJuly 26, 2011 at 12:06 AM

    Good for you girl. xx

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  5. PTCJuly 31, 2011 at 9:42 AM

    How did you fracture your tailbone? OUch!

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  6. PTCSeptember 4, 2011 at 8:58 AM

    Just checking in on you!

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