"Bear in mind you have a life to live. There is an incredible loss. There is a profound grief. And there is, in the end, after a long time and more work than you ever thought possible, a time when it gets easier." -Marya Hornbacher

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I WANT TO TURN BACK TIME

enough said. I'd like to turn back time to uhm... December please. I hate this shit right now. I can't settle in anywhere--- I was nice and settled in Atlanta and I had to ruin that by going to Rosewood, kicking Nancy away, moving to Denver and just FUCKING EVERYTHING UP.

all I had to do was get ahold of myself back in January+ February...but NO...what did I do? FUCK IT UP. Now I can't seem to find shit.

It took me proding and being an annoying bitch for the treatment center here to call me back and I HAVE SEEN 8 THERAPISTS IN THE PAST FUCKING GODDAMN 2 months and NOTHING. NOOOTTHINNGGG.

I can't find anything that is helping me.


xoxo -Lisa
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4 comments:

  1. Borderline LilApril 20, 2011 at 11:06 PM

    I'm so sorry you're struggling Lisa. Trying to find a decent therapist is hard, good luck and keep fighting xx

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  2. AnonymousApril 21, 2011 at 7:50 AM

    Stay strong girl. Sounds like you are in a very tough spot...(hug)

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  3. BtFApril 21, 2011 at 9:13 AM

    I know it's hard when it seems like nothing has helped. *Hugs*

    BtF x

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  4. PTCApril 21, 2011 at 11:06 AM

    Hey Lisa,
    Sorry you're struggling. I hope things start to get better.

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