I spent today smiling! I had a great sesh this morning with my T! Things went great. I got my work laptop today and got assigned a work email address- I'm finally legit. "I'm a big kid now" haha.
The ED part... I'm still struggling pretty hardcore but TODAY IS DAY TWO OF NO PURGING! I haven't had a day 2 in a long long time. I want to purge my dinner so badly and I feel like a moooo mooo cow but I can do this. I CAN do it. I HAVE to do it. I HAVE to learn to eat without purging. I have to learn to eat a normal amount. I can do this... I can deal with the weight restoration... even though i really don't want to.
xoxo -Lisa
The ED part... I'm still struggling pretty hardcore but TODAY IS DAY TWO OF NO PURGING! I haven't had a day 2 in a long long time. I want to purge my dinner so badly and I feel like a moooo mooo cow but I can do this. I CAN do it. I HAVE to do it. I HAVE to learn to eat without purging. I have to learn to eat a normal amount. I can do this... I can deal with the weight restoration... even though i really don't want to.
xoxo -Lisa
You can do this, Lisa!!! Proud of you for day 2 of no purging! That's a good way to look at it- that eating without purging isn't optional, it's something you have to do. Keep up the good work- we all believe in you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! :)
ReplyDeleteso proud of you, you can do this! <3
ReplyDeleteIt is so nice to hear you are in a good place. You go girl!
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you had a good day! Hopefully tomorrow will be 2 good days!! :) And 3 days of no purging! ;D
ReplyDeletecongrats! It's nice to hear you are having a good day and you got your work email, that is always exciting isn't it? Good for you!
ReplyDelete*hugs*
Sarah
Congrats lovely, so pleased you are working so hard to get back to a healthy place. You rock!
ReplyDeletexxx