"Bear in mind you have a life to live. There is an incredible loss. There is a profound grief. And there is, in the end, after a long time and more work than you ever thought possible, a time when it gets easier." -Marya Hornbacher

Monday, September 27, 2010

Sometimes...


i really just want to turn off my cell phone for 1 week or at least make it so my phone doesn't take incoming calls. I need a break. I want to make the decisions of when I talk to others. TOO BAD NO RELATIONSHIP WORKS THAT WAY. two way street. too bad I have friends i actually truly want to keep so I'm not going to flush my cell phone down the toilet. I'm glad I have these friends but at the same time I wish I were ignorant or bitchy/dumb/selfish enough to not realize all relationships are two way streets and I could just talk to others WHEN i want to and CRAWL into a hole WHEN i want to.


Sometimes I wish I could truly disappear for a week or so without it affecting others.
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