...I told Amy that I felt really nauseous and anxiety about Nancy being gone. She actually said I didn't look anxious like I usually do. She said I looked sad and thoughtful.
I don't have much else to say. My head feels empty. I just feel blank. Sad but blank at the same time.
xoxo -Lisa
Lisa, just letting you know I can see your blog :)
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Sarah
Sometimes I can't tell which is worse feeling blank or feeling pain. I'm sorry girl! XO
ReplyDeleteResssst, I know when I get to that point of feeling blank I let my mind just continue to not think, fighting it just exhausts me.
ReplyDeleteSo I just get that extra sleep, let people take care of me if they are around, and do things that spark laughter and feelings of joy like going to see a movie I wanted to see, go out window shopping, read an upbeat fantasy novel...stuff of that nature.
Let it pass. :)
I hear you...wow, I hear you and understand. Your words are mine too. So sorry about Nancy, but it sounds like you're getting your emotions out there. She'll be back. I think I might have told you, but my therapist had surgery surgery year and was gone for a long, long time...months. We talked on the phone, but it totally sucked. I get the crying on the floor emotions. I've done it too. Too many times to count. *hugs* I know it's not the same, but if you ever want to just talk, please email me.
ReplyDeleteSorry, that should read "my therapist had surgery LAST year." That's what I get for not proofing what I write.
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