Time to grow up..

...sometimes while I was in Intensive Outpatient or Partial Hospitalization at ACE, I felt as if time had stopped for me. The rest of the world was moving because of course logically, the world never stops moving. But, I felt as if time in my life had been stopped. I am not saying that is a bad thing, because I kno it had to be done...

...and even though being pulled from groups and ACE was thrown on my in a surprise- I feel like it's a good thing. It is time forward- I feel as it really is time for me to be an adult. For me to have an age appropriate job and feel like I am 22. I feel as if that validation will help a lot. I spoke to Nancy today and she told me that she really felt as if I could handle this now. Nor was she mad at me. She said if this had happened a month or so ago, she'd be worried that I'd need more support but I've worked my fucking ass off recently and I feel like I'm doing well.

It's time to be an adult. I'm ready and looking forward to it. Kinda scared and I've heard- being an adult SUCKS but I'm 22...it's time. I have a job interview with the Atlanta Vision Optical center in Edgewood on Friday for an Optical Technician/ Assistant. I'm excited, I feel like I'm already starting to move on...

the only issues is that things are moving so quickly. but it's okay, I can handle this.

xoxo -Lisa